The title says it all!
Looking at my past posts, no matter how I try to be positive, the underlying tone is still more melancholic than cheerful. The last one is about being alone, and I was scared I would not find someone whom I can connect with on many (if not all) levels. I suppose that is one of the reasons why I was so desperately clinging to my past, the bitterness of losing a man who told me I completed him, and he me.
I certainly did not think I would be lucky again to feel this way. It is early to tell how things will pan out, but I sure am putting myself out there again… scared out of my wits, but hopeful.